tonight was soo much fun me n maine went over to neils house todai and at first it was kinda akward but then it turned reallie fun alot better then wat i expected. so when we first got there it was just neil n he said robs wans't comin (umm wtf that was gonna be fuckin weird) but neils mom was all nice n like offerin us food n shit but then we went on the computer while neil continued to ask fer a hug n i said i wasn't gonna stand up to give him one lol. but we called robs and neils mom decided she would go get him so he could come n hangout with us which is gewd cuz i knoe charmaine wanted him there lol jk jk but when neil's mom left i think that was on the of the funnest times there cuz i reallie had to pee so i asked to use his bathroom upstairs and he wouldn't let me use it and said i had to go downstairs where it was extremley creepy n dark n scary and charmaine wouldn't come downstairs with me and i kept askin if i could use the one upstairs n like we were wrestlin over the bathroom and it was soo funnie but he wouldn't let me in so i had to use the one downstairs n it was sooo gross with so many bugs n SPIDERS which i hate hahaha n he scared me when i was comin bak up the stairs i screamed soooo loud ahaha and i told charmaine to go look how many bugs there were and she got all creeped out LMAO haha n then robs came and we went on the computer but like i was layin on half the couch n he was sittin with the computer n then charmaine was lookin at the computer by robs but like neil kept like towerin over me n like his AREA was like all in my face and he wouldnt move n i was fuckin laughin hard n charmaine was like lower lower haha wata bitch she is if neil was all over her she woulda thought differently but yahs i had alot of fun and we r gonna do it again but next time laura has to come cuz that would be funnie n i love her n i can't wait til her mom leaves so she can come over and we can go party haha

but now im talkin to neil n robs online so perverted they r and tomorrow gonna hang out with jenny then go bak to evrett yay fer me haha n now im kinda gettin tired but ya knoe i can live n my dad just went out n bought 2 cars so hopefuly they r nice cuz i haven't seen them yet WOOHOO haha but yahs i luv ya all ttyl

Yah now some of the stress is gone soo happie that finals r over. Now the only thing is to knoe how i did on them i think i did reallie bad on the health n science but who cares i get a 4 fuckin day weekend n i plan 2 sleep. sheesh volleyball every day this weekend i swear iono when ima hangout with my friends other then saturday which is sad cuz i only get to see them every other weekend. it felt reallie nice to get outta my dads house n i mean reallie reallie nice i can't live there sometimes let alone be myself i constantly gettin yelled at er i disappoint them...but ya knoe sorrie if i am the only one in that household going some where in life im not gonna fuckin sit there on my ass and not go have a social life er wat not. god they piss me off sometimes but i choose to live there so i guess its kinda my choice iono. jenny was just over i love her soo much shes soo funnie and we crack random jokes its kinda scary shes turning 21 in a month and i kinda feel distant from her cuz of the age difference 6 years is a big chunk of time and sometimes i feel like we rn't as close as we used to be but i love it when i can spend time with her cuz i can be myself and just have fun.

even tho finals r over i still feel kinda stressed iono wat it is maybe it just cuz im tired. sleeping would probably help that don't ya think. oo yahs tyler turned out to be an ass so im bak to my old boring un loveless self cept those certain times talkin to jeff but nothin is happenin there cuz umm lets see hes taken and we would never hang out. lol but yahs thats my life i guess right now just plain n borin but sleep is awaitin considerin its one n im whinin about bein tired LOL luv ya all

exams r next week and i am screwed i have done nothing nor have i studied nething. iono why cuz usually i would but recently just haven't felt like doin ne thing fer school.......newayz on a happier note cuz school is damn depressing i had soo much fun yesterday goin to the mall with cailin n michelle haha usually when i go to the mall just walk around n shit but we actually went n tried random clothes on which was hella funnie and we took soo many funnie/random pictures! haha gawd i realie reallie liked that black dress ima buy it one of these days i swear but yah after the mall caitlin came over to mi casa and i felt so bad i was so fuckin tired n i musta fell asleep like 5 billion times haha and she just like continued to watch the movie **SORRIE** and i want her to get with neil they were so cute talkin on the phone !!!! awwwwww match made n heaven haha n we talked to jerms and that was hella funnie wata man whore he is n callin my cell sheesh gewd times.........

i feel so bad i haven't called jenny n ferever n i called her at school on friday but my ass bein hella tired didn't call her last night SORRIE JENNY I LOVE YOU haha oooo so excitign charmaine's parents r leavin fer like 2 weeks in march er something and ima go over to her house so much and we r gonna party!! lol and bring hot mexican guys LOL...hmmmm wat else shall i talk about oooo winter ball is on my mind it would be reallie nice to find a date but i have a month hehehe n i think thats it fer right now other than had vball todai and that was somewhat intersting my sets were shit but i think im gettin better at them n i reallie am not enjoying it but hopefully it will get better as time goes on and yah now thats it ima sleep cuz i am pooped my candle has been put out LOL night

MM k i named this one Tay Tay for maine haha gawd this weekend was like the busiest i have made myself in forver and like all my other GREAT weekends i will explain this one and bore you to death with what i did haha hmm lets see on fridayi hung out with jenny my dearly beloved perverted older sister and went shopping for christmas and got stuck in traffic for the longest time on our way to seattle which i am going to live there with her when i am older and we can like try ot kill each other but yah than we went out to dinner with mom n ken yay soo much fun and we were supposed to go to a movie but we didn't and instead we hung out at her house instead of watching fargo YESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that was my friday night not all that bad so saturday i went to hang out with my closest friends ever in the whole entire world and went to the mall with jenni n ariana and we talked about transferin schools n guys n everything else we talk about and i had alot of fun cuz i don't get to see them that often and i can't wait til xmas break where i can see them some more haha but yah so jenni had to go to a party so me n ariana decided to walk down to the theatre and meet maine there and watch xmas with the kranks and it was hella funnie and we were laughin and than after the movie ariana called taylor(who i am soo over) lol (i think) and did this hella high pitched voice but it was sooo funnie and she hung up but then he called me bak and invited me to the kr dance that night OMGGGG SOOOOO EXCITING but like i coulnd't get ahold of him after he called (damn fucker) haha so we m n maine went to the dance without tickets !!!! and we lied and told our parents we had tickets for the hell of it but we were outside with this guy name tyler and this other guy named daniel and they were sooo fuckin funnie i was laughin but it was soo cold outside it was like 10 degrees and i was in a damn skirt n flip flops cuz i thought we were gonna sneak in but than maine was like ima go try and she got in but left me with tyler n daniel and she had to come back out n get me but than we couldn't get in but as we wre begging the ladies to let us in guess who comes out into the little lobby thing TAYLOR !! haha and i was like dude taylor omg and gave him a hug and he was sooo incredibley fucking hot and i woulda done him right then n there (kidding....maybe) and we went outside n like ahh it was beautiful bit maine's brother was screwing up everything and like bein sooo shitty hahaha so taylor had to go like talk to his friends but once ur out of the dance u can't come bak in so he was stuck but he found his friends and was being all gay and i thought he was gonna invite me n maine to go hang out with them but he didn't and was just like do u need a ride home....AND I DIDN"T EVEN SIT IN THE FRONT i mean wtf is that all about but yah he was like a fuckin crazy ass driver n i spent the night at charmaines and we came to the conclusion that taylor is gay and is too invlolved with his friends to not notice how happie he woulda been with me n now its sunday and i am at home after vball practice n i ahve to read that damn book yay for me but yah thas it.....taylor u bother me !!! haha but ur soo damn hottt UGHHHHHHH can't wait til xmas break !!!!

God soo much as happened since i last wrote something on here which was like almost a month ago but yah hmmm where to start haha well i was gettin in like a whole bunch of fights with my dad cuz we were talkin about playin club volleyball for blaz which was the team i played for last year and he said it was too much money biut he still wanted me to try out but i waned to play on that team so i didn't have to play on the school team which i thought was gonna suck ass but yah it turned out i didn't make blaze so i am automatically playin fer amhs but thas enough about volleyball....recenlty i haven't reallie hung out with ne st a's people other than charmaine who i needed to see hahaa (some of u understand) but i will just say i love her even tho she makes POOR decisions haha and thanksgivin was kinda weird it wasn't the usual thanksgiving like no one reallie came and believe me usually we have like a bilion people there cuz our family is so big but newayz ne then i hung out with jenny, mom, n ken and went to the uw volleyball game which sucked cuz they lost to california which is poop cuz they r soo much better than them but thats ok n than jenny n i hung out fer like most of the weekend cuz i hadn't seen her fer like 2 weeks which is alot for us !!!! school has been getting better slowly and my grades are ok i think haha but still hangin out with the same people YAY for me haha....I LOVE U CAITLIN lol but other than that just haning out crushin on that one guy in health n spanish class we'll see how that goes speaking of boys started to talk to taylor again that asshole he turned out to be a butthead UHHHHHHH god i hate him but&nbsp;i like himm so much at the same time btu i think i am over him now the past 4 years of me liking him have left now if only i could say the same thing about that damn joe&nbsp;LOL but joe is soo damn sexy n hot and i have known him for so long...gawd the past i think bak to the past too much...OOOO speaking about the past i wanna go bak to oregon over the summer with jenny that way she can see cole and i can see sophia<<<haven;t talked to that gurl in forever and that she can see mellissa and i can see taylor<<<that old 2nd grade bestfriend ahh he was such a sweetie but yah have to leave now but i will leave u with the song that i just saw on someones profile that I LOVE TO SING TO



Sweat baby sweat baby sex is a Texas drought
Me and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing about
So put your hands down my pants and I'll bet you'll feel nuts
Yes I'm Siskel yes I'm Ebert and you're getting two thumbs up
You've had enough of two-hand touch you want it rough you're out of bounds
I want you smothered want you covered like my Waffle House hashbrowns
Come quicker than FedEx never reach an apex like Coca-Cola stock you are inclined
To make me rise an hour early just like Daylight Savings Time
Do it now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Do it again now
You and me baby ain't nothin' but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Gettin' horny now